This is
it! The most unimaginable
nightmare! This is it! The most painful column I have ever written
or will ever write. The column I wished
I never wrote. The agonizing
column. The column written amidst
sorrow, tears and blood. Please, pray
for me.
More than
any time in my life, I need prayers.
Prayer is the only healing balm for me now. Prayer is the only thing that can save me
from these troubled waters, from this ocean of sorrow threatening to consume
me. I write with a heart brimful with sadness.
By the Orwell River in Ipswich, England, where I am sitting, I am
scribbling these painful words. By the
time you are reading this, I should be home to face the shocking reality.
